Monthly Archives: October 2019

Smelly Loser

When it comes to our engagement with our American Culture these days, we often seem to be engaged in a fight for our rights and political power. We have been used to being the culturally dominant force and as that is fading away, we’ve gotten a bit desperate and desperate times call for desperate measures. As a result, the white evangelical movement has, as a whole, been willing to set aside some previous convictions in return for political access and protection. It has worked in some ways currently, but there have been some serious trade-offs.

Victorious Roman military leaders, after winning a campaign, would return home and take part in a Triumphal Procession where they would parade through the city with their soldiers and also the prisoners they had captured. As part of the procession, there would be people burning incense. The result was a display of the conquered prisoners and you would smell the aroma of the procession all around the city.

Paul grabs this imagery as He considered that he had been publicly conquered by Jesus. He wrote:

But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and manifests through us the sweet aroma of the knowledge of Him in every place. For we are a fragrance of Christ to God among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing;

(2 Corinthians 2:14-15)

We read that “leads us in triumph” as American Christians and we think about being the victors, but that is not the image Paul is relaying. He is seeing Jesus as the victor and himself as the prisoner, being led through the streets, displayed as no longer being free in himself, but a slave to Jesus, and the aroma of the procession is noticeable to all, signifying Christ’s conquest. What did this display of being Christ’s captive look like? Paul explains it.

For, I think, God has exhibited us apostles last of all, as men condemned to death; because we have become a spectacle to the world, both to angels and to men. We are fools for Christ’s sake, but you are prudent in Christ; we are weak, but you are strong; you are distinguished, but we are without honor. To this present hour we are both hungry and thirsty, and are poorly clothed, and are roughly treated, and are homeless; and we toil, working with our own hands; when we are reviled, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure; when we are slandered, we try to conciliate; we have become as the scum of the world, the dregs of all things, even until now.

(1 Corinthians 4:9-13)

There is a lot for us to learn here about how we should see our role in our American culture. We should be on display as Christ’s captives, fully conquered by him, an aroma of salvation. I see too often people who name the name of Christ, including those who are regarded leaders of the church, who ridicule, insult, and mock political opponents and those that oppose us. How opposite of what Paul lived, blessing when reviled and trying to conciliate when being slandered. Imagine the attention we would get if we responded differently to the current political climate than everyone else who is busy trying to be a king instead of a slave of the King. Perhaps then we would have a different aroma to those who don’t know Christ. We need that sweet aroma because the current political discourse of this country stinks.

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My Family is Seeing a Doctor

It is time I confessed that we as a family have been seeing a Doctor. We do not dread these appointments, rather, my children are often eagerly inquiring whether I have to be out any given night. They are eager for me to be home so we can participate in one of our group activities.

I confess that I have feared raising kids even though I was eager to have a family. I had heard all the stories, seen the terrifying possibilities of “pastor’s kids” and worried that as they hit their teenage years, things could get ugly.

Reality has been far more fun than my fears anticipated. A big part of that is how much we enjoy being together. Over the years I, or my wife, have kept up a steady pattern of reading books with our kids. I took them through the entire Lord of the Rings series and other fun books. Currently, I am reading them a series of short stories from Isaac Asimov as well as Garrison Keilor’s “Lake Wobegon Days.” Sarah has read through the Little House books and several other series. Then there are the family viewing nights where we’ve been working through Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance, as well as Dr Who, both classic and current varieties.

My favorite thing though is the laughter (although, to be fair, when I’m tired and they are busy fooling around together and laughing, I get tired of it) that we share. I will very freely admit that I get grumpy sometimes and can not be the life of the party, but overall we manage to laugh more than anything else and that laughter keeps a lot of tension out of our relationships. It has reduced discipline issues between parents and kids and reduced stress between parents. I find that the more I lead the household with laughter and joy, the more it bleeds through the other relationships in the house. (Conversely, when I’m grumpy, that tends to quickly spread too.)

If I am home, I am often the one that tucks the kids into bed. As I pray with my kids, we thank God for our family and how he gave us to each other. We learn together, play together, and seek to follow and serve the Lord together. Ministry is not something that is Daddy’s job but instead is simply the thing that gives pattern and direction to our entire lives. I am excited to find that as a result of this, as my kids are getting older, they are seeking opportunities to be involved in ministry without any push or nudge from us parents. It is simply how they understand living life. This fills me with joy.

We aren’t done yet as there are still plenty of steps on this path, but I am thankful and joyful that I enjoy being home and being with the people who live here with me.

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Finding Rest

And He said, “My presence shall go with you, and I will give you rest.”

(Exodus 33:14)

On a good day, ministry is exhausting. On a medium day, it wears one down. On a bad day, it is crushing. My experience is that any given week can produce some of each kind of day. There are moments of great reward, fun times, glimpses of the victories of God. There are the moments of uncertainty, of ambiguity, of doubt. Then there are the moments where you face the darkness, with sin staring you in the face, anger, rebellion, and the loss and hurt that results from it. After all these moments, you feel tired, and it’s not the physical weariness of heavy physical labor, it is inward tiredness that then radiates outward from deep within until your limbs feel heavy.

Where is God’s rest then? We tend to think of rest as when the labor is over and we can be done, but I find myself dealing with situations, and walking with others through darkness where there is no immediate end to the trouble. No fix or respite is available, no reprieve from the reality of sin and its effects on us. Where then is rest?

I have been learning a new reality of what that rest looks like. It doesn’t look like a warm fuzzy, a comfortable bed, or a deep sigh of release as the problems and stresses melt away. It is rest born of companionship and understanding. I don’t feel better, I can’t make it better, it’s not going to get better for now, but….. I know that I am not alone now and I know that this is not the end. This doesn’t make the weariness go, but it lets me experience rest in the weariness.

Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

(2 Corinthians 4:16-18)

Abba Father said there’d be days like this; there’d be days like this, Abba said. My weariness with this world is not a lack of His rest, but instead a call to make sure that I find my rest in Him and not in the false placeboes of this world. God doesn’t numb my pain or my weariness, He joins me in it, He holds me during it, and He reminds me that this is when I most know His power as I live at the end of my strength and resources.

“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and YOU WILL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. “For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”

(Matthew 11:28-30)

His service is hard, life in Christ is the life of suffering, and can even lead us to physical death. His yoke is easy and He brings rest for my soul. It isn’t designed to make me feel good walking through this world, but it brings me rest in the midst of the great weariness the sinfulness this world brings.

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Heart of a….

Warrior is a word which appeals to many of us. We like to think of ourselves as fighters. Of course, there are plenty of fights to be had in this day and age, and our society has become rather defined by one fight after another. As a result, we are deeply concerned with fighting, with knowing what side each person is on, and labeling, condemning, and attacking our “enemies” on the other side.

In Fort Worth, Texas, a now former police officer has been charged with murder after a shooting that left a young woman dead. The details of the case are tragic and scary, but this quote stood out to me from Interim Police Chief Ed Kraus concerning training his officers, “We’re trying to ensure that they act and react… with the servant’s heart, instead of a warrior’s heart.”

Think about the power of that image; a servant’s heart instead of a warrior’s heart. We are eager to be warriors and reluctant to be servants. When we sit down at our keyboards to fight the daily war on social media, we are ready to be keyboard warriors, making fun of the other side, demeaning, demonizing, and mocking all those who do not share our enlightenment. Sometimes we are being warriors for Jesus, helping fight for His kingdom. There is one problem with that.

The Lord’s bond-servant must not be quarrelsome, but be kind to all…

(2 Timothy 2:24a)

…whoever wishes to become great among you shall be your servant;

(Mark 10:43)

Jesus, omnipotent God of the universe did not march down onto earth with what we would call the heart of a warrior. He came, not to be served, but to serve and give His life. We in turn are called to be like Him, to imitate and follow His example. The New Testament repeatedly emphasizes that we are to have the heart of a servant, not the heart of a warrior. We are told to bless, not curse, our enemies. We are told to love our enemies and pray for them. We are commanded to honor unjust masters and leaders.

“We are eager to be warriors and reluctant to be servants “

I am thankful for the men and women who choose to serve us. Soldiers, Police Officers, Firefighters, Civil Servants, and many more. I admire all those that seek to have a heart of service rather than the heart of a warrior. As a follower of Christ, I pray that I might strive to cultivate in myself a willingness to be a servant, and be less enthralled with being a warrior. As the Chief said, to act and react with the heart of a servant.

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